Update

Nothing new is really happening.  We talked to our worker and she is helping us draw out the process, I am very grateful and relieved!  I am starting to get a bit excited, I can't buy any clothes yet but I have bought some fabric to make blankets and have a few hair things.  I just can't believe that by the end of the year I could have a little girl.  It is a very bizarre feeling to not start out pregnant and than wait the whole 9 months ect., I just am going to be given a girl!  Granted, chances are that I will have to give her back but the Lord is on my side and I just have to remember that, remain faithful that He knows better than I and keep my chin up.  What is meant to be is meant to be.  I had a little bit of panic about the whole thing but I am feeling calm and excited now.  My patriarchal blessing is very encouraging to me during this whole process and I find myself reading it almost everyday and being so grateful that I have it.  The Lord has blessed me so much already that despite the hardships that are going to be coming with our decision I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that the Lord will bless us.  He knows the desires of our hearts and we will be blessed (and made stronger during the process too)  I will end for now but this is where we are at, just waiting.  We should be licensed sometime in October, it should be after I am done with school and hopefully after I have taken my State Board exams and am a licensed cosmo!!  I can't WAIT to be done with school and to be working!!!